I'm getting back into the swing of things
I had a real bad year
I been having trouble connecting with that
Funny feeling
I might call God
But I think I did a real good job
Of convincing myself not
To blow my brains out
Against the wall
It was a full-time job
I feel I did it well
You know, considering
I did it well
You know, considering
I did it well
I think I did pretty OK
Considering how bad it felt
But I'm not my feelings
I got to get them under control
The world don't know my feelings
It just knows me under control
So I got to let that old woman go
I got to let my childhood go
I got to let my anger and resentment go
Before I know how I feel
About my real bad year
I been hunting down an evil me
That a maligned acquaintance
Paid to appear
It's like a cheap Gary Oldman shadow
I got to lure down to the abattoir
So I can finish your half-a** job
And kiss his mouth before I blow
His brains out
Against the wall
I'm like my grandpa
The one my mom pretends is dead
So yeah, I'm going to make him disappear
I'm going to make him disappear
Disappear
I'm going to make him disappear
I'm going to make him disappear
I'm going to make him disappear
I'm going to make him disappear
I'm going to make him disappear
I'm going to make him disappear
Gary Oldman
Shadow person
Disappear!
I'm going to make him disappear
I'm going to make him disappear
I'm going to make him disappear
I'm going to make him disappear
I'm going to make him disappear
I'm going to make him disappear