[Fades In]
KiD CuDi sampeld hum
-Verse 1-
I was told one day
That this pain would go away
Never did;
Just another day
I stare at my wrists
As I lay and hide away
Snortin sh** like Scarface
Lookin for a brighter place
A better place with no hate Fade-
Ive been getting aggrivated
People making things complicated
Every where I go
Im f**ing hated
Stupid sh** I can not put up with it
Im sophisticated
This drama sh** is way out dated
Faded on a daily bases
Cas' I see what ive created
I just wanna see the lights
On my grave I want it to say
"Ive made it"
But I can not tolerate it
Im insane
Like a crazy cat lady
People say I havnt been the same latly
Maybe cas' my mind ate me
-Interlude-
-verse 2-
She's out of my league
And my dreams are to fatigue
I just wanna be me
But my self;
Is my worst enimie
I swear to f**ing god
I f**ing hate me
You wouldn't know
You ain't me
It angers me
To know that I may not succeed
I can not sleep
I reached my peak
I need to see my shrink
I could end it all in a blink
So I close my eyes and sleep
Lyrics stay deep
Others say im unique
But I have no self esteem
Im failing EVERY fu*kING THING
My brain loves to over think
Smoking till' my eyes turn chink
To hide my looks
But people judge upon looks
As if I was a f**ing book
The words I say leave people shook
I get it out
No words are took
-Chorus-
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Doing what I love
Spitting in the microphone