To Be
Verse 1:
I'm scared of the past
I'm scared of the past, scared that it might creep up on my a**
Scared that I'll never see it again or scared if it lasts
Scared of biking to cla**
Scared that I'll see a face that will throw me back in my past
Throw me back in my gut and I'm scared of how I'll react
My hearts a symphony and dropped an octave in fact
Lookin at your a** across the hall I used to hit it
Thinking back-earning plaques- burnin my minutes
What are you thinking about when you're burning your minutes
You'd be smart if you just hop back in it (I know, I know)
In cla** and I still ain't finished i'm caught all up in thoughts (i hate it)
And I wouldn't wanna take that road- and feel exposed
Over these hoes, goals, foes, flows, clothes
I don't need you now- I'm in the now with what's around
Swerving out of the blur
Hope we don't get demoted from where we previously were let me speak for my brothers
Our energy is exclusive
Been climbin through the ranks and I know we're very conducive
As of lately the past is hard to compete with
I'm running my routine of a long and rigorous sequence
Regenerating scars I know better not to get caught in
But always bought in
Had to think out get it locked in
I tried to close the thoughts but they're overruling me fast
Overruling the moment while I just live in you past
I'm scared you'll repeat
Scared you'll be my reality
But thats already done once I got engulfed in your heap
Chorus:
The wisest choice is just the
Present for me (to be, to be)
My recipe (my recipe)
The wisest choice is just the
Present for me
Living
Makes sense to me
Verse 2:
I'm scared for the future
I'm scared for the future scared that I won't evolve to my calling
Scared of getting a tumor impaired by my fears
Impaired by the possibilities
Build a picture in front of me with hostility
Im scared of you but you've always kept me inspired
Gave me something to live for keepwarning me when i'm tired
The only reason I get up- is that your around- and i want to keep you safe and sound
Chorus:
The wisest choice is just the
Present for me (to be, to be)
My recipe (Oo I was trippin)
The wisest choice is just the
Present for me
Living
Makes sense to me
Man I was trippin
Hook:
If you could just relax and
Stay a little while could
Feel, feel
X2
The moment
(Oo,oo)