And I asked you to be a symbol of strength Once given yet, you mocked me Oh, the mockery! And I placed so much confidence in the lessons I swear you taught me Yet, you mocked me Oh, the mockery! And you talked about my glory days And you say the best is yet behind me You just bring up old stuff Our relationship is so unhealthy So cold dependent , you cut me down You blame me ,I blame me And I'm a man and I won't crack And I won't show emotions right I do just like my daddy did and his did Burry you, sponsored links I build a mausoleum with a storage attached to it Just for you And I've grown so very 'and failed to make you stay there I hate it when you show up to my' And without a note of shame You almost ruined my marriage You mocked me Oh,the humanity! And I tried to upgrade the way I speak and raise my daughter But every time I open my mouth
All I hear is my father And the same foolish pride, pit he installed He's into my pores, like poring so annoying And I put so much faith in you But you let me down I see my own eyes and my 8 year old When I correct her Why won't you go away? You smirk when you chase me You're a cold Helen of Troy That toys with emotions and' Bring boys like me fall for it every time You mocked me! And I'll probably do my best to convince you That I'm the victim, but you just don't believe me You insist you are me And I 've rand and I've ran Yet your strive is identical Every step I took Your foot fit in right And can I shake you? I just can't shake you You are my past,why won' you stay there? You 're that pain that guides us Strings that tie us That coincidence that proves us that gods exist The joy I misplaced Beautiful mistakes My Crimson Cord