(Inhales Smoke)
[Verse 1: ProNown]
At first I wanted exposure, and now that I'm getting that,
You wanna reunite with a lost friend you never had.
No, I'm not a star quit acting like you know one,
‘Cause I remember last year when i was still a no one
Friends I don't have want dollars I don't have
Saying what happened? When I had no past
But honestly, after having my name on some posters it's led to an ego, so my last relationship is over
Being a rapper may seem like it's hype
Until you're writing so much you're losing sleep every night
You see I might haul a** past that whack crap,
Grab a gat pester Zack boom clack clack.
‘Cause in this mood i don't feel like myself
Horny girls go satan making my life feel like its hell
I've lost all love, I've only got hatred
So it seems i've lost hope of ever having a great relationship
[Hook: ProNown]
Everything building up really makes me
Feel I'm so crazy
It ain't me, it's the weight of the situation
That's what happens when you face trials and tribulations
Voices that call, noises that crawl
In the place where your vision can't reach
Reaching out like is someone gonna save him?
From these trials and tribulations
[Verse 2: ProNown]
If I don't believe in God or the Devil then why
Are the demons screaming at me to be ending my life?
Every shadow extends past the bends of every corner
And the coroner grows closer as the clock ticks in quarters
Fifteen minutes, the length of one of my set times,
I've slit my throat 3 times and popped like 20 pills.
So when fifteen becomes twenty this seventeen year old is curled up in a ball on the floor cold.
That didn't even rhyme but why should I sugar coat it
I want someone to show me the ropes of how
Not to hang from all of these ropes as I crawl and I choke
With the weight of this situation but just wait this ain't a joke
I'm tryna explain my inner struggles on beats,
I've changed, the only d** i lit are puffin on weed
And honestly I hope the people feel and understand me
Cause i've gone way too far to make a plan b
[Hook]