[Verse 1: Gizmo]
sh**t, I still miss my fam and my friends
But I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence
Whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes
I still think think about those times
Little stress it was the best
But, now I gotta grow up
But I'm still wastin my money on green stuff to roll up
You can eat my dick, if ya don't know us
And I still ain't sh** but I ain't gunna slow up now
Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps
Im without a place to be
Feels like I'm living in a dream
But I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl
Naw wait, f** every stupid b**h that twisted ripped my life ta sh**s
That's a pain that Ill never forget
I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich, if you granted me wish
I wouldn't take that sh** cuz
I never f**ed with my life, and there aiint a single thing
That could make it all right
Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head
It's the only thing I like
It's so hard to love me you don't wanna look at me I'm f**in ugly
f** me let me disintegrate
Deep into the soil and deteriorate
[Verse 2; Barren]
Before i say a word
Please listen close this time
I said this all before
But Ive really lost my mind
I know you're always worried
My fingers looks so blurry
Crossing over to a new world
I love the way you look so lovely
My self worth is so ugly
I am absolutely nothing
Contradicting thoughts
Read back on the screen
Makes no sense to me
Its all a dream
I can't be thinking these
Dreadful thoughts about
You and me
I'm living in a void now
Just testing all my patience
With no one to try and say sh**
Its just a statement
That I'm making
Please no mistaking