(sampled vocals)
I feel bad
So bad
Though I ain't done nothin' wrong
I feel bad
1st verse
My whole life,I've felt convicted,like I'm doing time
'Cause everything I've said,thought,or done's been a crime
In someone's eyes,can't even take a piss without
Being criticized that I've got it all wrong,face to the sky
Askin' God why obstacles keep gettin' tossed in my path
Did I f** up so bad that I brought on this rash
Of misfortune. It's like I got a hex on me
So much unnecessary stress on me
Anxiety's up,society's f**ed
Survival is rough,the system's deprived me enough
Minimal funds from a**istance,it's sickenin'
These poli-trick-cians couldn't deal with livin' in this position
That b**h from Windsor Housin' sent a notice of eviction
I don't hit women,but that c*nt needs an a**-whippin'
I wish the world could s** my dick
And lick the semen off my penis tip,I mean this sh**
(Sampled vocals) I feel bad....
2nd verse
I've got mental demons,tormenting and oppressin'
My only chance of k**ing them is anti-depressants
Tryin' to round my life out,it stands at a crescent
Are these projects the apex? 'Cause breaks are evanescent
I thought about hustlin' dope to get by
And supply the constant demand to get high
Tired of getting fired shortly after getting hired
Feelin' like I failed that pretty little girl that I sired
I don't trust too many souls for legitimate reasons
Most tread into regions they don't need to be in
Wishin' I could carry a 9-milli piece in
My drawers to draw on those seekin' to impede my freedom
I love women but f** b**hes
They're useless with exception of s**in' them 'till the nut pisses
Chip on my shoulder has grown as large as boulders
While the coals on my head continue to smolder
(sampled vocals) I feel bad...