Yeah
Yeah
[Verse 1]
I been tryin' way too hard to write the way I been feelin
I started feelin' like I couldn't resonate with me
And this being is bein' they key sin to seeing
True shades of f**ing colors, but f**, all I see is f**in' black
As of late my f**ing back's been cut and my throat been gashed
And my wrists, sh**, they clean, I just want my brain in tack
A 12 foot tack with barbed wire in tact
In fact, I'm thinkin what I lack is the right friends
In fact, it's like I'm centered in a frame with huge margins and a letterbox
In a letterman, in a hot box, while I'm breathin' down the neck of crack rocks, tryna' f** a fat box
f** I'm feelin' boxed in
Locked in, no one to talk with
It's a problem I've never f**ed with, never had to
But now I'm lucked out, feeling sh** just way too fast
It's 'cause I fell in (Bleep) just way too fast
And dropped the girl way too fast, and she got the last laugh
And now I'm sitting here lonely, feeling a little bit boney
Feeling just like one of my homies
But he's just a little depressed
I kinda' laughed at him for being so sad, 'cause life is so great
And so is fate
But f** that, and now I'm f**ed up
Crying my eyes out and chunks of my skull
My limbic system has gotten out of control
And I just can't think straight
My mind has out-walked my sole
[Interlude, Freestyle]
Yeah, and (Bleep) her, and (Bleep) her too
(Bleep) him and (Bleep) me too
And (Bleep) me, boo
I'm tryna' relieve the f**ing pain, so f**ing drain my soul of everything that's in sane
Yeah, I meant insane, and now I'm insane
Tryna' find my brain, tryna' find my way
Yeah, and I'm just f**ed
Yeah, it's just f**ed up
[Verse 2, Freestyle]
Spittin' it uncut
I'm pissed off, so I left my zipper undone
Cuttin' into my thoughts make me wanna upchuck my lunch
And uppercut the s*ut who wouldn't shut the f** up, f**
But now I'm slowly healin'
Wounded by the feelings of confusion so surreal, man
Turned a good girl into a heel, now
She goin' round playin' deal or no deal, now
With the devil
At the point where I'd trade my soul for a bezel and sell it for a Benzy, and gift it to her out of Henny
So drunk in love like Jay is for Bey
And I'm just out of it
Floatin' down the stream of madness
Floatin' down the stream of madness
[Outro]
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So many streams
It's emotional
Emotional rollercoaster roller-ride
On a stream of madness
All these streams