I can't, I won't say goodbye
I'll see you again sometime
You just went ahead of me and I ain't letting go of you
Cuz you ain't really dead to me, so
I can't, I won't say goodbye
I'll see you again sometime
You just went ahead of me, and you're up in a better place
Swear to God you better be…
At peace at least, I pray for you everyday
Wherever you may be, hope that it's a better place
Than the one you left behind, you ain't really missing much
But I gotta say, I find myself selfishly missing ya
Thinking on the times we blazed and all the times we laughed
The bright times, since you died we lack
It's nighttime in my life, all I've seen seems wack
Vivid scene's seams snap, all I see seems black
Why the f** this gotta hurt so bad; for so long?
Why'd we have to say so long? This is so wrong
And on and on it goes on and it goes on
Depression like a ghost coat; that I throw on
With a heavy heart and closed throat, hope floats
But despair sinks whole boats, no joke
So I'm living, but I'm so choked, soul broke
I'm a soon-to-be disaster, a wheel with a sole spoke
(Hook)
Keeping one rolled, til we meet again
I'd give anything see you breathe again, smoke weed, pretend
Like you never left, never took a trip to the great beyond
Just to pretend you were never gone
But I don't see you anymore, guess it must be true
In all the pictures of the crime scene, it must be you
And the funereal I watched must have really been yours
Said it before, but every time it rains it pours
And so it's big world versus pipsqueak, sh**'s weak
No toilet paper bridge, so I drift sh**'s creek
d**h has its mystique; life's a b**h that cheats
Meaning that she isn't fair, to us circus freaks
Uh, so many lessons learned, it's all a game
And the object of it all is to see how many contestants burn
And when I see you next, hope it's in a paradise
This isn't goodbye though; more like see you there, alright?