I still remember when I left for the last time, you looked so sad
That I, almost, wished, I, could, go back, but I
Swore to be resolute, swore I'd be dead to you
Said to you we're no more, let the door close I headed through
Usually I'd hit stuff, crumble a wall
Break a knuckle, get too drunk, stumble and fall
Make an a** of myself, til I pa** the f** out
But I'm past it, I'm pa**ive, the pa**ion is doused
So I've gotta keep it moving, lady, why waste time?
Do ya - get the picture, like an eye maze?
I'm, never ever coming back to you; you're taking it hard
But I was this close to smacking you and taking the charge
After mastering the art of non-reaction, think I'm snapping
Cause I held it all inside and almost died of the inaction
Let the tears pour, let the tears pour
But even as I cry, I gotta wonder who the tears for...
(Hook by Tim Worthington - Lyrics coming soon)
So much hatred in my heart, thought you'd be the one to fix all that
But I'm colder than before now, the sh**'s all wack
I mean you watched me fall to pieces, all to pieces, so its peace now
Need my Mona Lisa, moaning less, so need a lease now
Nothing left mourn, but I don't take responsibility
Typical, I know, but know that being there was k**ing me
Every single whisper in the night time untrue
Nothing I can do, worse, nothing I can undo
This is what it's come to; first I had to hunt you
But now I'm trying to run, I'm trying to get away from you
Wedding ring a shackle on my finger, to a ball and chain
Sickest thing about it though, I'd probably do it all again
All to gain, what; just another look at us
Ahead of all the misery, before it all, changed
Before I had to walk away, before it all ended
Before we even fought that day and there was still a friendship
(Hook by Tim Worthington - Lyrics coming soon)