Beat: Memory by Young Taylor
Can't believe you fu*king left
Memories of us stuck inside my head
Was it real or was it fake
Won't know cause i've been off my meds
Ill prolly just stay in bed
Body's like a lump of lead
My wrist dripping crimson red
I've been such a fu*king mess
Can't believe you fu*king left
Memories of us stuck inside my head
Was it real or was it fake
Won't know cause i've been off my meds
Ill prolly just stay in bed
Body's like a lump of lead
My wrist dripping crimson red
I've been such a fu*king mess
Sorry im broke asf
Or not somebody you will love
Just know babe your a dove
Sorry that i hurt myself
Or never let how i feel stay at bay
Or ever have a job with steady pay
Im as fragile as clay
Chewed me up and spit me out
Broken boy is all i am
You said you love me but i had my doubts
Party and prep boys are all your about
Why was i such a fu*king clown
What did i do to let you down
But it's whatever i'm still cool
Psych imma escape with my juul
Tryna figure out why i was such a fool
Such a fool
Yeah, such a fool
I wish i was cool
I wish i was cool
I wish i was cool
I wish i was cool
I wish i was cool
I wish i was cool
I wish i was cool
But whatever sadboy life kinda rules
Can't believe you fu*king left
Memories of us stuck inside my head
Was it real or was it fake
Won't know cause i've been off my meds
Ill prolly just stay in bed
Body's like a lump of lead
My wrist dripping crimson red
I've been such a fu*king mess
Can't believe you fu*king left
Memories of us stuck inside my head
Was it real or was it fake
Won't know cause i've been off my meds
Ill prolly just stay in bed
Body's like a lump of lead