Guess i'm never satisfied
That's why i moved away
No freedom, i am trapped inside
Because i need the pay
I don't look in the mirror
Cuz i don't like what i see
Thought i was scared of the unknown
But i'm afraid of me
But i get that, i get that, i get that (money)
So fu*k it up, fu*k it up, fu*k it up (cash)
Make it back, make it back, make it back (money)
Pour some of that other stuff in your cup (drank)
My mama don't know what to say
I know that i'm stuck in a dangerous place
Sometimes i hurt myself to see if i can feel anything
Sometimes i get so high i don't think i can feel anything
Maybe i should call off work today
I hate this fu*king job anyway
Sometimes i hurt myself
Sometimes i get so high
Sometimеs i hate myself
Sometimеs i think that i can fly
I broke a vow today
And i wanna make it right
I'd lock my mouth away
So i can't tell no lies
I believe we can grow
That's the notion i live by to purify my soul
I hope i make it back to find a place that we can go
I'll be right here if you ever need somebody to control
Sometimes i hurt myself to see if i can feel anything
Sometimes i get so high i don't think i can feel anything
Maybe i should call off work today
I hate this fu*king job anyway