I fear for my sanity
I fear for my life
Now that you've gone
What will I do
Since you abandoned me
Where will I go
Can I find another
Is it even possible
Do I dare to hope
Should I keep it in my dreams
It is unbearable
Amazingly unfair
My judgment gets clouded
My emotions take over
Only in your presence
Do I come alive
And yet to you
I'm already dead
You're like a drug
A toxic potion
So beautifully addictive
But vicious and deadly
Your friendship was a blessing
You brought the curse
Freedom is what I long for
It's what I need the most
Daily I wonder
What if? What if? What if?
Then you appear
And it starts all over