I walk the line of misery and it loves me.
I pay a thousand d**hs for every failure and a thousand more than anyone ever will live.
I pawn my way through dust and rain.
Through heartbreaks and shame, lost in this nature game.
Can't even remember the last time d**h wasn't reaching for my hand.
The last time I smiled, the first night of the spring, the last time I got something for free.
I'm swept away by trials and tribulations.
By grief and by pain.
I regard the plastic wave of fame and despise it.
Those Hollywood who*es, fakes and f**ers.
k**ed by weakness, raised by sickness.
I separate and walk away into the shadows.
I won't live a lifetime in disgrace.