I've been living a life in bad faith
Sipping wine and saying that it's cola
And been living my life as a child
Playing games, but only getting older
She may seem like a lonely pursuit
I failed her once so why not do it over?
I don't know what else I could lose
My time or maybe her
I've been livin' a lie, it's true
But what else could I do?
I'm tearing little holes in the lie
Trying to find a hole in the future
Making up for all the lost time
Wishing it would only come sooner
My pain is telling my body not to sleep
I would fear that she would never wake up
I don't know what else I could do
My time or maybe her
I've been livin' a lie, it's true
But what else could I do?
Move to the City and begin again belong again
Do what you have to do and I'll be here waiting
You think it's easy to begin again be young again
But don't forget, don't you forget what it was
I've been living a life in bad faith
I've been living a life in bad faith
I've been living a life in bad faith