BKnitts:
It's been a couple years since you left
I don't try to recall its just hard to forget
Been alone for a bit but that don't make me stress
Cuz I know that you watch over every step
And I try to succeed but I know that I'll fail
But that don't mean that I won't prevail
Imma grind for you like you'd grind for me
Til I pa** out, til I cash out like we posted bail
You saw things in me I didn't
Like I was blind vision black both eyes missin
Boy was I trippin. Maybe I still am
Maybe that's the reason for the way I feel, damn
f** it, I just really wanna heal man
Sick of leanin on these pills and
These petty little vices
Thoughts gettin heavier every night it's
Never really healthy for the mind it's
The reason that I write this
Hook:
When I get lonely I just write to ya
I got a feelin I'm gon' be the one that dies too young
Had too many days alone
Nothing can replace the hole
Rob:
Tell me something different even if it's not the truth
I know my broken heart is empty fulla nothing but abuse
I found your face inside a wallet that your momma made me use
And now I'm crying feeling sorry for myself i never knew
With the pain inside, I'm alright
Gotcha face in mind, I'm alright
For the night, when I wake might die, so I take my time
Tick tick tick on the wall so right, never called back - don't take my life ohhhh
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BKnitts:
We had a conversation just the other week
And though I did all the talking you found ways to speak to me
See I know you know I'm troubled, and can't find a way to sleep
Because usually when I call you it's around like 2 or 3
Thought I saw you stuck in traffic in the car right next to me
Thought I saw you in the stars out in a field on LSD
And I can see you in myself, and in my writing on these beats
Though it ain't right that you ain't right here still I'll write to you at least
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