I am a mess I made a huge mess I can't control myself! I k** the rhyme again I'm comin' sick & on time again Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within' It's chemical Unbalanced on the triple beam. What? f** what ya heard It's about what I seen I seen it happen Back hand brand to face smackin' Definite disorder now his mindset is blackened The doctors say he got the brain of a murderer This rugged style steals your brain My heart is bleeding And this pain it will not pa** It's not receding And my body's going numb A bad trip child Rolling stoned keeping high He don't know what he's doing He just keeps getting by Thrown Away I want to be Thrown Away He's born sick Nothing in his hands but his dick He couldn't handle pressure He couldn't handle sh** For the life he was leading led him down the wrong path Where guns blast Don't give a sh** about the gods' wrath Don't want to talk to the counselor Doctor To tell him what's real To tell him what's proper
Situation's unclear like gray And I know it gets worse everyday My heart is bleeding And this pain will not pa** It's not receding And my body's going numb A bad trip child Rolling stoned keeping high He don't know what he's doing He just keep getting by away Thrown Away I want to be Thrown Away I am a mess I've made a huge mess I can't control myself! I'm losing it I've lost it I've spilt all my marbles! 'Cause I see you inside of me Sometimes I want to be Thrown Away 'Cause I see you inside of me Sometimes I want to be Thrown Away A hyper spaz & that is me Sometimes I want to be Thrown Away Thrown Away Thrown Away Thrown Away Thrown Away Thrown Away Thrown Away Thrown Away Thrown Away Voices in my head Voices in my head Don't tell me to do it 'cause I will, no! Voices in my head Voices in my head Don't tell me to do it 'cause I will, no! Voices in my head Voices in my head They're screaming! They're screaming! They're screaming!