Papa J :
uhh...
Luh...
Lifes Took Its Toll On Me/
so hold up homie/
my thoughts blurry and this liqour has my tung slurry/
all in a hurry & excetra/
I bet ya Im stealing tape's nas on the dresser/
when alone and sh**/ stealing bacardi out of my daddy frig/
when I'm feeling down mother held me to her boozum/
when pushing/
every diamater lookin/
im doging jakes/
throwing sacks in bushes/
liquor bottle broken gla** on the sole of the shoe that's never frozen/ 100 miles and running/
that tunnel vision blunted/ while my music uploaded/
by another kind/ similar mind/
bullied by bully's at different time's/
life is lended by the man above/ its all love/
but at any time/ he can switch his mind/ be like give me mine/
like he mandkind/
and im not grinding to be cool/ you judge mental critisizing fool/ probably think i dropped out of school/
cause life took its tole on me/
and this weed patna on the daily has a hold on me/
i just hope i dont go out like kurt/
squirt/ the chamber till i disperse/
leave my ladie a widow and satisfy all them jerks/
but f** em i stay grinding/ f** em i stay grinding/
Vida k**z:
still stuck
Heightened nerves
gotta take a shot
just to sleep
don't call me alcoholic
just got a irate form of therapy
got more hearts in pockets
than all these rappers
stack your egos up
I'll stack this karma
all that goes out
comes back in ten
wise of my tongue curves
best medicine
ignore these nerds
masked as haters
take away my sanity
never that
too much on my plate
you just mad you ain't eat in months
gotta feed my fam
and show these kids
a path up
from solitude
2Pac poetics
thug life mentality
but I ain't bangin sh**
just dedicated
rob from the rich
feed the ignorant
lead by my voice
and your actions will follow
disguise my irises
but I see those
monstahs hiding in your handshake
I keeps to me and mines
always grinding
it's organized threat (repeated hella times)