Devoid of all happiness
Condemned to eternal solitude
Not worthy to deserve
My Almighty Father's love
I was born with a sinner's heart
Although to Your laws, I did obey
My mind and body only throve
When I was immersed in sin
Rejected by my only Lord
Dishevelled by loneliness
Alone and aimless I moan
Outside Eden's gates
Suddenly from the shadows I'll emerge
I'll sink my rusted knife in His cold heart
The ba*tard God Who gave me life
Shall die now from my hands
On Your grace I kneel my Father,
And I ask you for forgiveness
Forgive me that I never could
Become what You wanted me to be
All my life I strove to be one of
Your very dearest children
Until I realized that Your endless love
Was not enough to include me