How long can I stay?
How long have I been?
Put myself into positions
I'll never understand
It's such a long way down
How hard can it be?
Figure it out, any idiot can recognize
You put your hand in boiling oil it burns
It's a completely different thing
Motivation moves the hand
Like a dog that never learns
Like a dog that never learns
Avoiding situation
Like owning a gun
It's strange to see myself
I'm watching as I
Close my eyes and jump
Now understand
It's not suicidal
I'll look into its yellow eyes
I don't wanna die
This ain't about that
But I slip into sublime
Persuaded by a voice that sounds like mine
By a voice that sounds like mine
I try to pay attention
To things that I've done
It's strange to see myself
I'm watching as I
Close my eyes and jump
It just seems so hard
To keep it together
Seems so, seems so hard
I can't show my throat
Or catch myself unaware
I can't help it
Find myself at some high place
Close my eyes and, close my eyes and jump
Close my eyes and, close my eyes and jump
Close my eyes and, close my eyes and jump