you think you have this under control,
should i let you keep this illusion,
wanting just to touch the feel of something new,
you don't look convinced,
I'm as good as you think,
its all about you,
and i could never last long,
what makes you think that i need any of this,
why do you think i need any of this,
take my face and keep your hoards?
listen to me... pain,
sorry for being so weak,
should not be laughing at me,
forgive me for speaking so intimately,
but i feel it's better that way,
tell me you don't find this a little sterile