[VERSE ONE]
Pain stricken, beyond living, my organs twisted
I miss you kissing, I miss you b**hing, its fair to mention
Forever anxious for the sight of you at waking
Now im stuck in disbelief to know this thing for you is fading
Or better yet gone, I contemplate alone
Man up strong, Surviving dimensions of Love Jones
Loss of appetite, to see you out, I relapse
The weight of all this baggage, sh** I gotta find a SkyCap(Right this way sir)
And To tell her is detrimental, So I keep it simple
No need for getting all sentimental
This negative vibe, I swallowed with pride
No longer does it seem to burden me, im stepping outside
Yeah, What im feelin is ever real
I can't tell her, I can't tell her, don`t think she feels what I feel
So I keep concealed – Thoughts within memories, then I weap
Cuz only one of us remembers her other side and its me
[VERSE TWO]
We Dealt with issues, my issues, your issues evenly
Believing in progressively healing you wasn't easy
Sometimes your closest ppl, them people would try to warn me
I said its ok, "the side I brought out of you wouldn't harm me"
Despite it, denied it, and kept pushin
Still I felt you Pulling back and you thinking I wasn't looking
I took your emotional a** whuppins
And Provided more support and still managed to pa** flunking
Im up to something but positive was the outcome
Home was destination but you couldn't see the breadcrumbs
I even went to seeds but still the ground was never fertile
Im damaging both knees from jumping over these hurtles
I deserved you but you couldn't see it though I believed it
Because at the time you seemed equip with everything I needed
No matter what we did, We had it good regardless
But the way this ended I can only label it as Heartless
[VERSE THREE]
To be honest I promised to stick by you
But half the time, I was surprised I didn't try you
Or even lie to you, I felt the temptation
Cuz despite my ever presence, I had other b**hes waiting
So many options deciding to just drop them
Because in my mind compared to you the others couldn't top you
Bound the bond that we shared
And just when I wanted to say f** it, something said she still cares
Friends connected too, nobody saw it coming
But somehow you knew it true and had it burning in ya stomach
From day to day I guess the feelings rearranged
And you peeped it first hand when my guard code changed
I laugh it off but at the time I felt d**h
Because I wake up next to pillows and a blanket to my left
I never thought that this would be a brief season
And til this day you failed to ever give a reason