[Verse 1]
Evacuating thoughts to the meaning of life
While I actually project to the world is outta sight
In the light reciting insecurities I display
The more that I admit, the further I get away
Beyond strains of time and the fabrics in space exist
The very lines of my pa**ionate place
The past that I face wears a mask of disgrace
But this labyrinth of the mind is my path to escape
Even though this freedom inside is neccessary
Every aspect of its healing's disguised as temporary
And it's too late, my soul gravitates into its flesh
But they love me at my worst and hate me at my best
By the chest is thy breath
By the foot is thy step to progress for success
Never look to thy d**h
Evaluate your dreams in life with open eyes
Only close them when your mind aligns and overrides
[Hook]
I'm living in a world of sadness and sin
Not fitting in, but lies arrive, that's why I'm grabbing the pen
Hoping one day I could be known or maybe loved
But I may just end up all alone, hated and snubbed
I'm living in a world of sadness and sin
Restraining and suffocating all that matters within
Hoping one day I could be known or maybe loved
Hip hop heals my pain, it fills my veins with blood
I'm living in a world of sadness and sin
The very pa**ion of my rap is where the magic begins
Hoping one day I could be known or maybe loved
But I rap to seek the truth, I don't need the love
[Verse 2]
They say today is a present because it is a gift
But I often feel the wrapping paper is too tough to rip
The ribbons won't untwist, and the lid's too much to lift
Who's idea was this as something to share and give?
I don't know, and it must be to my conceit
That I believe the creator forgot to print receipts
How else could a person return what he received?
Unless there is a value my heart hasn't retrieved
My mind hasn't conceived, my goal hasn't achieved
My contacts hasn't perceived, my soul hasn't relieved
Wether it's due to ignorance or inability
I willingy sacrifice every second lyrically
To finding my purpose across the surface of poetic verses
Embedded in searches by the empathetic surges
Check this diversion
I planned it all along
Cause you'll notice at the end of the song, your pain's gone
[Hook]