It burns my consciousness and I This consumption My thoughts scrambled into flashes Those images of power Of life, of d**h Overloaded, shutdown The absolute never The absolute never Security is opaque I'll never grasp safety Deviation When will I finally learn? Exposed I am weak, I am vulnerable I crave this addiction I crave the taste I crave the taste You were everything to me But still, I question your existence in my life Nothing holds true to me Nothing is my world I've cried, I've screamed as you k**ed me
I am the undead, the meaningless Forced to compromise all of my values A mannequin plastic and lifeless Illusions cast into my pitted world Was my life ever really mine to decide? Or must I crawl in this searing heat in this asylum you've always relied on? I devour souls Stay divine forget me existence As for me I remain in solitude til judgement day Fear me forever Love is a tool to excavate the innocent Leave and never look back I'll be waiting foot steps away