I've got many sins
Lord knows where I've been
I'll still die for my friends
I've got a thousand reasons to cry, but a thousand more to smile
I'm a worrier and I need my warrior
Sometimes I feel like saving the world
It feels like there's no mercy left at all
I wanna bring love back into our lives
I feel like saving the world
Saving the world, for you and I
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My instincts have always been golden
Look inside my head and see all the thoughts I'm holding
Take a look at all the blood I'm soaked in
I see the whole world and everyone looks the same, this life's a game
Why should I hide my pain, there's nothing for me to gain
Should I smile like everything is good and pretend that life is great?
I'm doing me because f** you and I'm dying anyway
Should I hide my flaws or let the whole world see me for who I am?
I'm doing me because f** you and I'm dying anyway
I'm the only one walking in my shoes
You can't understand my blues
I find this life overwhelming
But to be honest I don't want it to change
I'm going hard until I rest and nothing remains
Agression is in me, these eyes have seen plenty
Since age twenty, I've been saving every penny
I'm not the way I'm often spoken about
I work my heart out, there's no doubt
Don't you ever try to put words in my mouth
Thoughts are running through my head
Please just put me to bed
Don't listen when I scream
Tears are soaking my sheets
As I close my eyes and fall asleep
Kiss me goodbye
Dont ask me why
When I'm gone, my dick they'll jump on
Let's pretend I was just a dream
[Hook]
My instincts have always been golden
Look inside my head and see all the thoughts I'm holding
Take a look at all the blood I'm soaked in
I see the whole world and everyone looks the same, this life's a game
Why should I hide my pain, there's nothing for me to gain
Should I smile like everything is good and pretend that life is great?
I'm doing me because f** you and I'm dying anyway
Should I hide my flaws or let the whole world see me for who I am?
I'm doing me because f** you and I'm dying anyway
I'm the only one walking in my shoes
You can't understand my blues
I find this life overwhelming
But to be honest I don't want it to change
I'm going hard until I rest and nothing remains
I'm sorry, but I don't feel any shame
Why should I hide this pain, I'm sorry
There's nobody I can vent to except Allah
Any sin or tribulation can be my downfall
This struggle and pain is hard to deal with
I'm stuck outside in the rain
Left alone dealing with my pain
I'm chillin with Rhonda as I ride slow
As I find my way cuz I'm a lost soul
The fire is buring as I rot slow
I live with no regrets, but still I repent
[Hook]
My instincts have always been golden
Look inside my head and see all the thoughts I'm holding
Take a look at all the blood I'm soaked in
I see the whole world and everyone looks the same, this life's a game
Why should I hide my pain, there's nothing for me to gain
Should I smile like everything is good and pretend that life is great?
I'm doing me because f** you and I'm dying anyway
Should I hide my flaws or let the whole world see me for who I am?
I'm doing me because f** you and I'm dying anyway
I'm the only one walking in my shoes
You can't understand my blues
I find this life overwhelming
But to be honest I don't want it to change
I'm going hard until I rest and nothing remains
I'd like to thank Allah for the life He gave me
And Prophet Muhammad for the way he paved, it's gravy
Especially my parents for the way they raised me
And finally all the people in my life that drove me crazy