(Verse)
I control my destiny, if you don't like, I really don't mind
So don't cry, don't pine for me, there's no time, it goes by so quick before your eyes
I don't live like no arcadian, I've been saying that "Pygmalion" is what I live by the pen, alias & this cranium & it's salient as is my peers, irradiance, ain't near our radius if all you do is appear dainty
Not like I care, it's not for you but if you hear that it's sincere, I hold you dear, greatly
Don't let my fears interfere, persevere daily throughout these years, so many tears but I'm still here mainly because some care about me
Without a care they'll doubt you, miscount what you'll amount to, so count them out & disavow them & their claimed amount due, cause once it's gained, surround you is what they'll do & all the things they used to say about you will change & they'll avouch you
It's just the way it works
In "Late October" the "First Light" was faint, a blur of what's to come & that was the day I changed for sure, the 27th to be in fact, it's safe to learn when to let old habits die
No one's sanctified, so don't you cla**ify yourself as such cause that's a lie & I'll be damned if let anybody like I feel that I'm better than them, I don't even fantasize
I'd never wanna be you, it would mean I'm too enfeebled to be myself, since when have I ever needed to, heed the, advice you give to me, really don't need you to tell me what to do or how to be, I had to leave you
Even though now I look at it as y'all having to cut the deadwood out, we just don't fit together like mortise & tenon, & I just couldn't see the wood for the trees to offer you two an olive branch, y'all did me like root & that & I understand
John Erik, Hectic, Apollo Black, follow that?
Bravo to that, y'all the combo pack & no more mano e mano, legato rap
"Quando, Quando, Quando" can we meet tomorrow & if y'all can, can y'all just holler back, for a convo?
I'm done with all of that negativity, pessimism, don't want no part of that, fall from that
The walls were closing in on me like "The Cask of Amantillado", a sorrow aficionado with bravado &, that got me through it & it will continue to do so my life's illumined
You too could do this music if you choose to, that's only if you're intuit & you can be pellucid, Just do you but please make sure that you're being fluent & your performance, work ethic is so important, you got that, then there's really no need to worry whether or not everyone will like it, some will & some won't, it doesn't matter, ignore it but do not abort this...