[Verse 1: Osiris Nox]
Leave a message at the tone
Ain't got my phone right now, headed home right now
It's been a long few months out of control
I just need to get my self back
And I know you say it's you not me
And I know you say you're sorry
But f**
And I know where you are right now
And right now that's the whole f**in problem you see..
It was going so good, we were doing so good
And we made every promise that we promised that we would
And ya know its kinda f**ed up
That your worst with him is still better than your best with us
[Chorus]
Yeah I've been drinking too much, yeah I've been thinking too much, yeah I've been f**ed up for weeks hoping one day I'd see what you see and see what's really best for us
I'm sending my best to you love
I'm sending my best to you love
I swear I've never felt so low
And I've been missing you for so long
[Verse 2: Osiris Nox]
Why'd you have to leave?
I can't speak right now
Kinda weak right now
Man this is the last thing that I need
I thought you were the one
It was all just fake
Right up to the moment that you walked away
Now I'm riding 95 down 17 in your city
Pedal to the floor, hand on a bottle of whiskey
It's like the harder that I gun it, every red light that I'm running every melody I hum, and every song that I've begun, it's you
[Chorus]
Yeah I've been drinking too much, yeah I've been thinking too much, yeah I've been f**ed up for weeks hoping one day I'd see what you see and see what's really best for us
I'm sending my best to you love
I'm sending my best to you love
I swear I've never felt so low
And I've been missing you for so long
[Middle 8: Osiris Nox]
Do I ever cross your mind on your third gla** of wine
As you out your cigarette and check your phone for the time
Do you ever smile and think back on what we did then?
Are you ever thinking of me when you kiss him?
[Chorus]
Yeah I've been thinking too much, yeah I've been drinking too much, yeah I've been f**ed up for weeks hoping one day I'd see what you see and see what's really best for us
I'm sending my best to you, love
I'm sending my best to you love
I swear I've never felt so low
I've been missing you for so long