What's going on where the hell am I
Voices visions swirl around my mind
Where did they come from
Where did they go
How the hell am I to know
f** this constant drive that keeps me going
And chasing myself to feel alive
What will I become, a monster a travesty
Or will I become set free
Where the f** did I come from
Where do I go and what have I done
Who the hell am I to know
Burn the mind insanity
Cut the flesh depravity
Become the demon tragedy
That does not rest
This burning feeling runs down my spine
The blade is twitching I feel alive
Do I want this so much now seriously
Who the hell am I know
Time to act on these urges to take what's mine
To have I want to feel the coursing blood run down my arm
But why
Who the hell am I to know
I see the pain it inflicts on me
The pleasure comes as metal and flesh meet finally
I come to this but why again
Who the hell am I to know
The transformation is now complete I brought the pain with me
To be all questions answered I know for sure
I am degenerate I am forever more