I bleed
I fall
I know
Some things will never change
The more I tend to rise
The more I crave to fall
Every night the dream is the same
I long to stay in the velvet sleep
Never again to feel
The pain of awakening
Now I sit alone
Like a cold and bitter stone
Waiting for a sign
In the desert of denial
Still feeling the pain,
the pain reappears
visions of two springs collide
never before to fell
the ache of wondering
The pain won't cease to end
I got to find the remedy
Seeking what I cannot find nor
Grasp, and it's puling me
Down, down into that trip again
Hallo baby, it's good to see you here
Sit down, grab a drink, stay for a night.
I know it's too fast and strange but
Sit back, enjoy the ride. What's that?
Come on, but just don't stop
Believing that it's true
Hold me, sorry, I don't feel a thing
I'm feeling sadder and sadder
No! I need to be happy,
Or just to feel depressed again?
Wondering where you are
I wish to be with you
Still I love you so
A silent cry in the night
Will be wept unheard, again
I bleed
I fall
I know
Some things will never change
The more I tend to rise
The more I crave to fall
Burn it away, take it away,
Fake it away, it's ticking away
Feel the need to pretend
I'm behind the mask, I'm behind the wall
Always fighting between my selves
Regretting all I have and haven't ever done
Every night the dream is the same
I long to stay in the velvet sleep
Never again to feel
The pain of awakening
As the city lights still flicker down below
With all its glorious insignificant glow
One light is slowly fading away
And no one knows
No one should know that