Every single time I wake up I can't find the energy
I can't even find the will to dream when I sleep
Better yet breathe when my body shuts down
On me it seems that this pain is slowly k**ing me now
Pursuing my ideas though
Melancholy in general
Nobody really cares on how the story is told
And nobody really cares on how the story unfolds
They just wanna hear trap beats and talk about hoes
What happened to the substance
What happened to the feelings
I am so depressing
Surprised that I am breathing
Most of the sheeple are blind to idolize stupidity
I'm always insulting them so alot of people hate me
Life was never fair and reality was never pretty
No one is listening mentally deaf from their hearing
Comprehension these days is a challenge along with wordplay
People always want it simple whenever they see the world change
It doesn't make a difference you're just wasting away
There's alot more you could do but you never chose to stay
Everyone is different in their own unique way
But in this case everybody seems to be the same
All these so called people keep on potty mouthing when they're talking
Also lip locking with a random person posse
On the net blogging
Creeping like a k**er when he's stalking
Nerdy kids getting bullied grabbing for their parent's shotty
And they put it up to their own noggin
Nobody wanna party now when it's time to party
Somebody signs off and people think about it
Should've never done him wrong and heard him
When he was talking
Everybody has a guilty pleasure
Mine consists of being by myself
Whenever I am under pressure
I will tell the people that it gets a little better
When I know I'm the one who keeps on acting over bitter
I'm the type of guy to write himself an angry letter
Because I know that I am a disappointment to my parents
No one really knows it so I decided share it through my lyrics
It is apparent for the people
Who never wanted to listen to reason
It is not easy