[Verse 1]
I got issues with my girl 'cuz our relationship is secret
Gotta keep it from my parents or the thing could go to pieces
It s**s man, her heart is broken still from her last man
And she don't wanna let it go she says that she can't man
But she can, she doesn't understand she holds the power to it
The healing could have been finished but she held on to it
All of the pain just stays inside and comes up when I'm gone
Then when I tell her she can let it go she says I'm wrong
She's holding off commitment, too scared to finally give in
She sees I'm right but all her fears leave her with clouded vision
Then add in all the distance, these unfulfilling wishes
She wants to chill with me instead she's gotta do the dishes
Hours away, out of touch with my love
The couple times we've been together not enough was done
And now she's tryna balance this with her college and stuff
I never thought I'd fall in love man, cuz look what it does
[Hook 1]
This pain is k**ing you slowly
But you're not the only one, to face it
It's healing, but running from me doesn't make it
Hurt less, let me hold you tight it'll be alright
Ah Yeah
[Bridge]
I'm sorry that it couldn't be
I'm sorry that it Wouldn't be
I'm sorry you can never see the good in me
And everything about us seems to go the way it shouldn't be
I know it's hard to look at me and know I can't be in your arms
Know I can't be in your...
[Verse 2]
But stop this wishy washy want it never got it bull
Stop this I still love him heart is broken can't move on with you
Stop this I can't help it I can't do it it's too soon for this
Kiss me on my lips then turn around and do what Judas did
You dig? You fine? You did. You might?
You live your life, but live in fright
I live in light, you live in nights of
Broken dreams, and lost delight and
I wanna see you at the top of the world but I'm
Really tired of having to find out if your my girl because
One day you love me and can't wait to give me your life
Then the next you wanna cut me off, weird right?
[Hook 2]
But she can't let it go, she can't leave it behind
Says she got the answers yet she doesn't use em
Tell me why, I still, can't, let her out of my sight
She's on my mind, and I just wanna see her fly
[Verse 3]
Tryna help her move on to the future
Tryna make an effort not confuse her
Tryna give instead of tryna use her
I guess after you burn yourself you learn
That some people don't wanna be saved nah nah
You can try but the flame gone die when the wind blows by
I don't wanna see her fall again and lose control
But I guess I can't make her change if she won't on her own
I gotta stop tryna save girls who don't wanna be saved oh no
But why does this gotta be the one girl
I don't wanna lose wanna have her till the grave?
[Outro]
I'm breaking down tryna put her back together
And She's getting mad cuz she thinks
That I'm trying to judge through my efforts
I don't know why, she can't
I don't know why, she can't