[Verse 1: Lona]
Let's say I don't get signed by Wale, Kendrick, Drizzy, or Cole
Let's say I grow to be old
With like no albums gold or like no albums sold
Okay I over think everything let's say I let it go
But all the legends left a legacy its like to be great the price is d**h
So I'm presuming Ima be be popping, possibly, probably, posthumously
Like Pac and Biggie cause they don't see how great you are while you living
Or maybe like Aaliyah cause they don't see you one in a million while they can see ya
So maybe I won't get to look all of my teachers in the face and say you was wrong
Maybe I won't be here for long, guess you fear this when you reading them horoscopes
We always got an excuse, like he was too young, or she was too old, or he ain't have to go
So I gotta get it lets go, before y'all hate that I'm gone
Before y'all hate that I'm gone
[Hook: Lona]
I'm just trynna make my family proud
I just need a shot, its like no guns allowed
Pray to god they don't gun me down
Don't love me once I'm gone, love me now
Bow
[Verse 2: Lona]
I won't stop until your system feigns for my inferior knowledge through music
Like your heart does for a fire place and a cottage
Or a family and a white pickett fence
Man my people come from Kashmere Gardens where its holes in the fence
And your brother doing life, cause they planted his prints
Life too short so I run through these lyrics like sprints
I try to keep 100 but y'all so fake it don't make sense
I try to make change and mind on another page, in another place
So I guess that's why I don't have no friends
You don't know what its like to lose and never win
Guess not having a father turned the boy into a man
I'm still up and is 4:00 a.m
Cause you can't sleep when you dreaming of success
Or dreaming about your ex, you depressed
Caused you don't get no texts
And life a game but you don't get timeouts from the ref
Seem like your boy won't get no play til I'm the same age as Hef
Bow
[Hook: Lona]
I'm just trynna make my family proud
I just need a shot, its like no guns allowed
Pray to god they don't gun me down
Don't love me once I'm gone, love me now
Bow