[Verse 1]
She used to at least pretend like she cared
Now she don't bother with fake remorse
As a toddler she smiled a lot
Till her father had changed his course
And walked out minutes after she heard him lie
Looked into her perfect eyes & told her that he'll be right back
In the background she heard the cries
Of her mama & realized suddenly she wanted to hurt this guy
Better yet murk him, why'd he leave her with a worthless lie?
But like all victims, she found a suitable hurt disguise
20 years later, it's clear she no longer hurts and cries
Ever since her inner virgin died
She buried deep within her any need for a perfect guy
Men are all alike
Her mama and absent father had all but just lost the right to tell her differently
Only input is the bottom of a bottle
She bottles all the emotion & promises that tomorrow
She'll find an end to her sorrows & maybe joy that encroaches
But till then she says this to every boy that approaches
[Hook]
Maybe this would work if I was different
Maybe it's not worth the work we both know we not giving
I dun spent a long long time tryna find my way
And it's too late to find my way
Maybe this would work if I was not alone
Maybe this would work if I could let it go
But I've spent a long long time tryna find my way
And it's too late to find my way
[Verse 2: Spazzy D]
Really Spazzy D what do you see in me?
I'm not as pretty as that girl that's on the TV screen
And my booty's not the biggest that you've ever seen
But you say that I'm your only and I better be
Because I need you and with you there is a better me
Your ex is tripping but I told her Ima let her be
She only want you cause see you with celebrities
You dogging beats and eating rappers like they pedigree
And you got a team of girls but I'm the referee
Cause if they getting outta line, they gotta step to me
And I know you have a special date with destiny
But tell her if I find her, then destiny rest in peace
And I know she got some buns hold the sesame
You lied and told me "None of these hoes impressing me"
I shoulda known you were lying, man that's your speciality
Nike check yourself before you ever try and mess with me
You stressing me
Hook