[Intro] [Hook] Some friends that come and go Move you out in the low No need to talk about, I don't shout it out Done with life on this road Stayed when I should have gone No need to talk about, I don't shout it out [Verse 1] Am I a monster? Can't seem to calm my conscience They say I'm sick and I'm making these cowards nauseous I've had that temper as long as I can remember You're cooling off in the summer, I'm hot as June in December Now what the f** am I supposed to say? I've been the underdog waiting for my supposed day I put a hundred on anything that you f**ers play You stab me in the back but you lookin' at me like nothings changed But still I made a way, made a path I set my sights on the summit and I ain't lookin' back From no cheddar to Coachella to more cheddar Forget the money, I'm gettin' love cause I flow better This ain't no race but I know that I set the pace Have these chumps on the chase since like way back in the day Way back from the shadows, I put em all in they place
With a simple thought in my mind and I'm keeping all that I take [Hook] [Verse 2] f**' lonely on the top, it's lonely on the way there Y'all learnin' from the villians I promise you never play fair There's no excuses, you had your twist on the rubiks Your focus was on the fame, that sh** was all an illusion Tellin' y'all that you're losin, put it all in my music If you just tuned then brace yourself for the movement I do this often, I put the nail in the coffin They question if I'm gonna make it, I open doors like a locksmith I will not miss, everyday that I'm breathin Make my way to the deep end there's nothing left to believe in Always wait for the moment, timing is of the essence Never mind what they say cause the truth is lost in the message So they can judge me, ignore me, hate me or love me Cause it gets ugly when music mixes with money Just count your blessings, it's all a matter of time I told you all my confessions I'm going out of my mind [Hook]