I turned 20 years old about an hour ago
I'm in a room full of friends and I'm all alone
I haven't slept in months
Now everything is numb
And if you loved me at all
How'd you forget my songs?
I used to sing you to sleep
Tired and out of key
You mumbled I love you
Woke up and told me your dreams
You've got a tight knit group
They say that I'm bad news
You'll never talk to me
No one could replace you
You're everything that I ever wanted
You're everything that I'll never get
At the end of the day
I lay wide awake
And I just wish you would forgive me for it
I miss holding your hand
I'll never understand
You got over me
So I started this band
You're still on my mind
More than time to time
I try not to remember
You'll never be mine
You're everything that I'll never get
At the end of the day
I lay wide awake
And I just wish you would forgive me for it
I hope I'm happy again
I hope I'm happy again
They say you're happy without me
I've lost happiness
I hope I'm happy again
I hope I'm happy again
You're everything that I'll never get
At the end of the day
I lay wide awake
And I just wish you would forgive me for it