My veins starts to leak. I'm getting to weak
Count to three, but still I can't see
I'm not sure, if you can survive. I don't even know if I'am alive
I'm unstable. Nothing's on the table
Never had much luck. Now I'm in trouble, f** I'm stuck
It's no longer a game. All of this fame
Can't play hide and seek. Definitely don't show that I'm week
I'm screaming now. Listen to my words, while I pronounce them loud
I just keep falling, falling and I don't know how to break it down
Christ, this is when you break the curse, you gave, cause of my thirst
Suffocation becomes my new relation. It grows, grows
Now I'm distance
I don't got much time. Oh, this solid crowd is ha**ling now
It all comes down. No ones left to hear me out
They locked the bolt. With chains and stocks. Left me behind
Cause all my close couldn't watch me burn
I thought they would return, but they didn't even turn
I guess I've learn. I will never talk. Pour my heart out
Cause the amount of loss chokes my ear out
I can't breathe. Please, please don't leave
Now what's left is my demons and me
And they teach me how to be, their father of nature
“Hey, I'm sergeant major”
I just keep falling, falling and I don't know how to break it down
Christ, this is when you break the curse, you gave, cause of my thirst
It has all started. Now it's all dark
Stars shines but it's the only light
And I still don't know when they will lock me out
So I can fall down, down to drown. Please help me escape
Oh these smoke clouds I'm breathing in, living in
But it never seem to be enough for my shame of sins
All my happy pills. Makes me wanna k**
Soon I'm lying dead in a ditch up in the hills
My thoughts collide
I don't want this to be, the end of my history
My special mystery
I just keep falling, falling and I don't know how to break it down
Christ, this is when you break the curse, you gave, cause of my thirst
Time to buckle up. Yeah I know you stuck, but you need to keep on
Move along. Get strong and fight this battle on
Still I'm starving out. Sweating out. Soon hollowed out
Yeah If I don't break down I will make you proud. But If I do break
Shh..