I've felt, I've seen
This force is k**ing me
Unkempt, unclean
My spite uncovers me
I destroy, you pay
I'm a monster dressed in white
My lies, exemplified
By people I've betrayed
The world that I know is coming to a close
Drowning, sinking further
I'm fully exposed
Beaten down into the ground
I see you eye to eye
It's like an endless cycle
This keeps f**ing happening to me!
I can't stand the very sight of myself
Facades are fading, showing every flaw in it's true form
Bury me in my mistakes and ignore my screams for help
Discard the person that I used to be
He's just an empty shell
Riding on this lonely carousel
There's nothing, can't you f**ing tell?!
The world that I know is coming to a close
Drowning, sinking further
I'm fully exposed
Beaten down into the ground
I see you eye to eye
It's like an endless cycle
This keeps f**ing happening to me! (X2)
(LOST) And gone without a single sign
I'm by myself
(YOU) Can see the mess that I've become
There's nothing to hide
(CHAINED) Detained time and time again
There's no light
(RAPE) Rape and steal my pride again
It's gone anyway
Goodbye
I'll turn my back
And tune you out; it's only me and all this
Self-indulgent ecstasy
And as I close my eyes
I realize that I am fading slowly
I'm my own worst enemy
I am all but safe and sound
Somebody'd say I'm fine; I'd turn around, and
See the shadow of my past
Withering so fast
Anointed to rule this world of dust
Under this bloodied crown of thorns
I've reached the point of no return
My monuments have all burned
Riding on this withered carousel
There's nothing here, just give it up