Verse 1:
I've a hard time buying into me
Call it self-hate, call it fu*king disbelief
Mind running wild, i can't get in on the leash
And i used to drink away all this anxiety
But i'm grown now, drinking problems ain't cool
Walk around my house, don't know what the fu*k to do
But i'll get outta bed if it's the only thing i do
Even if i come back here, today was not a lose
Bridge:
How am i? i feel like the dark
Velvet skies, lost amongst the stars
How are you? can you feel the sun?
Tell the truth, am i the only one, one, one?
Chorus:
Sometimes i cry, no lie
I don't know what you want me to do
Sometimes i'm fine, don't cry
If i can do it, you can too
Verse 2:
I keep telling me to go to hell
'cause i know all my bullsh*t too well
I'm getting bored of my poor mental health
Know my sos, need to show it for myself
Can't see the sun, looking at the ground
If i keep getting lost then i'll never be found
Can't hear my thoughts when it's too fu*king loud
I wake up and i'm crushed by a cloud
Bridge:
How am i? i feel like the dark
Velvet skies, lost amongst the stars
How are you? can you feel the sun?
Tell the truth, am i the only one, one, one?
Chorus:
Sometimes i cry, no lie
I don't know what you want me to do
Sometimes i'm fine, don't cry
If i can do it, you can too
I hate this, can somebody save me?
Save me from myself
'cause she's fu*king crazy
Don't know what you want me to do
Chorus:
Sometimes i cry, no lie
I don't know what you want me to do
Sometimes i'm fine, don't cry
If i can do it, you can too
(how am i? i feel like the dark
Velvet skies, lost amongst the stars
How are you? can you feel the sun?
Tell the truth, am i the only one, one, one?)