White are the walls That surround me there But all is black in my eyes Pictures are getting clear in my memory I saw them and the wind cries Never tried I never tried to see What I want I really want to be Never knew I never knew my way What I tried? I tried to live! And I remember I was too sick to resist them on mocking on me And I decided to take a step in a mist to leave all I was able to see Never tried I never tried to see What I want I really want to be Never knew I never knew my way What I tried?
I tried to live! There in the subway station I was thinking a lot What was the aim of my exiting Would my soul rot? Falling-Returning-Erasing But I was there There was no time to doubt And the train was near Never tried I never tried to see What I want I really want to be Never knew I never knew my way What I try? I try to die! Falling-Returning-Erasing But I am here Leaving-Escaping-Destroying There is no time to doubt Would my soul rot? There is no time to doubt! And my fate is here!