This happens all the time f** forgiveness It's a broken word that burns And breaks my heart over and over again If words could grace my veins with razor blades I know what you do I don't blame you I died that night With the things you only typed it's just as well You slit my throat with the f**ing things you wrote And carved and cut in me So sweetly Cut and k** My scars are healing up as my heart is standing still And this sound my wrists all open up As my body's breaking down And i hope you smell as my body burns in hell I'll trace your waist with razor blades Far away hidden by these trees Here in this hell All the trees are burned You taught me how to fall apart The bright white curtains exhale dark black breath And bright red tears I catch the ash from the falling walls And bless them on the palms of my hands And as the smoke hits your lungs The seven angels from the pages i've burned becomes eight As you're cast away To everything turn
And though we are in the bowels of Hell We shall have the eyes of angels A time to cast away souls The open skeleton of a roof we once called a house Supports the beams of fire That hang like halos over our heads Like a halo or like a judge To stay or break and fall The story of my life This story full of state lines and straight lines From a steady hand that cuts and bleeds Follow the knife to a trail of weeds And pieces of dirt i'd rather be beneath My d**h is the door locked My d**h is you leaving Like the waves of a gentle rain That swallows the fire Light the match and lock the door Flames dance on our backs But broken hands can't put out fire Or un-latch locks Here in this hell all the trees are willows And the leaves are melting carpet fibers The clouds are smoke stained sheets And our god is this fire All the rooms are burning down Let her burn Set the fire Light the match Let her burn And like before i won't break or let you burn