[Verse 1]
Today is going to be easy
Today because you're not around
I'll leave off my makeup
I'll sleep in my bed
To pa** all the time by
Today 'cause you're not around
Today you won't be around
I concentrate on empty spaces
A pa**ive pondering of blackness
Sit down shut up controlled obsessions
Your absence, it exhausts me
[Chorus]
Oh I always panic when I'm left [x2]
[Verse 2]
Today I feel destructive
Today who cares about myself
I'll live in denial
And I'll beat up my head
And I'll eat all the chocolate
Today because you're not around
Today you won't be around
I can't control my feelings
I sip on dreams and choke on real things
Detach myself of preservation
I struggle to to not want you
[Chorus]
Oh and it's panic when I'm left
Oh is it healthy that we met
The fears start coming when I forget
I always panic
[Verse 3]
Today is gonna be simple
Today because you're not around
My heart will go lazy
No one to impress
No smile is required
Today because you're not around
Today you won't be around