[I: pajuxy]
5:45 AM getting ready for school's lies
Putting on his ties every morning, eternal anxiety
He hates society and he hates his father
Always on his back about his grades, so he stays in the shades
Doesn't want the sun to hit his skin with invisible arrows
The crows scare him in his dreams so he screams
But never any reply, so he tries to hide his dried cries
It's a guise, it's no surprise
[II: pajuxy]
Lanquidity, life's rancidity, mental lucidity
Travels through humility to see if life is really worth it
Create a god to believe in who gives you help when you give him worship
Yea, so forget the affluence, he doesn't want it or need it
Even if he had received it
He always tries to perceive his pride even after he has retrieved it
So bring it back like memory to a kid that's an amnesiac
Fade to black, just study that like your girl's aphrodisiacs
Shooting lasers through that Afrofuturism
What's an absolute truth in a world of metaphysical solipsism?
Ostracism cause of skepticism criticism
Forget the -isms, find the hay in a stack of needles
Lanquidity - a state or quality fixed on being equal
Or maybe it's to seek in the world, pa** it to music, then to the people
Life of pajuxy and not every hit film needs a sequel
[III: pajuxy]
Ghost of Shoko, reincarnation until I'm slipping into nirvana
Listening to Cobain in cold rain, they smoking on marijuana
So please gimme shelter when the rain falls upon the stones
When blood is spilt in war and cracks appear upon the bones
Fresher than eucalyptus trees at the Mountain of Despair and not Olympus
Grimace at the irreligious indifference
Become one with the cerebrum and speak the truth with the tongue and lung
Wrung his neck till his words started pouring out
And his heart? He tore it out
You know it's a problem when every love you have is unrequited
When your emotions become guests that were never even invited
I share the same problems as some people in the world, despite it
Hoping Pandora's box don't open, or else evil, how can I fight it?
sh**, must have woke up in the wrong dream
Boy Meets World, subconscious meets my self esteem
[IV: pajuxy]
And somehow they can find every excuse to abuse you
This is sad rap and sometimes a little pain isn't what you're used to
Be free of responsibilities, but my only problem is the addition
To the fact friends subtract and mess up my emotional coalition
That I also think about my dimensional coexistence
Oh and did I mention I wasn't perfect?
The view through these pupils is certainly now divergent
It's all crystal Claritin clear, don't need light in my darkness
I ridicule those who still can't start to spark this
The Greek fire in my heart is in response to its former murmur
Sailing through brain fluids to deepen my knowledge further
[Bridge: pajuxy](2x)
Lanquidity, life's rancidity, mental lucidity
Travels through humility to see if life is really worth it
Create a god to believe in who gives you help when you give him worship
[Outro: Nimpeo]
Searching within myself for reasons
Even if the reasons don't exist
Finding an empty void in their place
Is just as satisfying
But what matters to me is misunderstood
Does a thing exist if it is mistaken?
Then does this horizon I look forward to
Belong in any reality of mine?
- Peter X./Beatrix de LaNuit