Part I - The Calm
[Verse 1]
The ultimate confession
My love life is so depressing
I'm consciously making efforts to find her in adolescence
The woman who'll make me better
And cherish the word forever
But “No” is humbling
Well acquainted with this rejection
I know that
Time heals wounds
And love is viewed
As something that
We can't chose when it comes thru
But give me a sign
Or else hope I will lose
I stop believing in love the moment you went too
Overdramatic
You say I'm honestly doing too much
I'm slightly saddened that you don't see me and you between us
But Imma party up
And forget the things I believe
Overdose on ignorance
And wake up feeling cheap
Like a used condom
These self abuse problems
My brother told me love cost more than a few dollars
And I guess I'm trying to spend it all on you
Cause money is replaceable
It's you I wanna hold on to
Baby girl it's whatever tho
I know you can't just plan love
And put it on a schedule
I know I'm rushing things
Feeling lonely is inevitable
And so I write love songs
And hope my pain is so legible
Just hear me out
I know I can be so crazy
Addicted to your essence
Contemplating maybes
I know right now really isn't ideal
But don't shut me out forever
Knowing girl how I feel
I know
I love you
And really girl I'm sorry
I had to bypa** the Ashleys and the Aubreys
I had to sit down
And really think about my actions
Stop chasing women on solely being attractive
Cause you made me smile
Redefined being happy
So take me as I am
I'll be the best man I can be
And that's all I can promise so baby girl listen
I want me and you to be different
Part II - The Storm
[Hook]
Baby girl f** with a n***a right now
f** with him right now
Right now
[Bridge]
Cause you know I'm real patient
I'll be forever waiting
Waiting on ya daily
Baby baby
[Hook]