[Verse 1]
I'm feeling so lonely I don't got that many friends
And so I let these records spin and I start to pretend
That I got some haters I got a social life
Everybody thinkin oh nick is social right
Wrong, I'll say it on a song
That just cause I'm Mr. easy to get along
With, I ain't mr. get on a song with
Cause I'm gone this
[Speaking]
[Verse 2]
I'll take this track, I'll run it back, I'll let my mouth just be the feet
The haters the opposing team and my ball can be just the beat
And so I'll carry the beat to the end and I'll just slam it down
I'm almost fumbled, almost jumbled, but feet are planted now
I planned it now, Just keep doing plays
Then people will see and what more can they say
Look at all the plays, or better let listin
Football reference, metaphor for rhymes is what you're missing
But I won't explain myself can't help but to campain myself
Nick Steele 4 president don't plan to john mccain myself
Don't plan to john mc clain myself I don't wanna die hard
Swimming in that p**y I'm gonna need a life guard
Yeah, that right there, was an easy rhyme throwaway
I be getting deep into that p**y they be calling me a stowaway
That right there was easy rhyme number 2
What if those were the lines of a show in front of you
That's not how I like to rap but it might get me famous
It might get me brain but also make me brainless
Cause a lot of music right now, content wise is empty
When you're climing to the top letting go is tempting
But there's one reason you shouldn't ever quit
If you can't see the end look how far did you get
The day you could be waiting for is right around a corner
And I remember in 1st grade there was this kid named Brandon horner
I was like hey, do you think we can be friends
He said yeah and he didn't even pretend
To lead me on and use me, adult friendships are confusing
To find the right friends you gotta be kinda choosy
Like everyone is two faced I'm feeling like the batman
Yet everywhere I go it's like “Yo I heard you rap man”
And so I say yeah I do a little on the side
With Aveo as the ride it's getting hard for me to hide
From the attention there is no prevention
I wanna be a superstar but I'm just learning lessons
Cause I don't let my family hear about my shows
Or my lyrics or my music and I guess I suppose
It's because I wanna be myself I wanna be me
Don't wanna come home like “nick I heard your CD”
And I wonder can you see me selling out the Airways
Cause I've having two to many "I don't even care days"
My best friend won't talk to me, it k**s me on the inside
But I pretend like I'm fine everytime when I
Text her and she ignores it makes my heart sink to the floor
And I just wanna say that I can't take it anymore
But I think what would a man do, anything he can do
I won't break a promise and I promise that's damn true
What would fans do if I was on that c**aine
Would they think it's so lame if I was on that rogaine
I'm so sane that was just a thought I had
Funny cause all the people I thought I had
I guess I never really had them at all
Trying to stand up but I ain't really that tall
So I guess I gotta sit down, write another hit now
I admit now I don't feel that good at all
Cause if you won't even text back why should I call
Why should I stall how do I tell you I still care
I promise I can show you but are you even there
Are you even there listening are you even missing me
If you are distancing please just let me know
Cause I swear to god for one second I thought of ending it
What is the point of constantly pretending it
Doesn't hurt, cause it doesn't work, and I wasn't sure if i……
Sorry……
[Verse 3]
And I'm sorry that I haven't hit your phone
I'm just dealing with the fact that I'm feeling so alone
I just don't know if you even still care
Cause the ones that care aren't the ones we usually want there
And it just isn't fair I'm sorry if im crying
I just don't know what to do but yet I am still tryin
I'm trying to get a point across, I feel stupid, I feel lost
And you're doing fine I just can't get you off my mind
I'm sorry
So as I write this letter down in my head I'm like "damn I really let her down"
But sh** what would you do if you were in my position
Talking to a person you feel didn't wanna listen
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I', sorry...