[Nick.k]
I Don't think the world understands
I seriously don't think they do
I'm not legal, I'm that drug you try to feed from. I'm mental, lethal to your life if you use me right. So good, u pa** me on to your wife
I've been tryna find myself lately
I mean i been loosing my mind
Loosing my vibe
Loosing my spirit line
I don't think the world understands
Im tryna bend laws freedom and trends
I don't think the world understands
I mean when the white said sayonara , they never really gone. They left us to hail Mary and to marijuana
This face of mine is a shadowed showcase, of the thorns I've faced and what truly happened
I'm snapping , blaming my failures on the failures of this world. But failing ain't happening
And Yeah pops you raised me well , but where is the use if I can raise hell as well when I'm unwell
I don't think the world understands
Heard a girl needed a place so for
Knighthood I left it with haste. (haha)
I know my calligraphy is crap, and poor
But i'll go to cali rap and rawr
I've been fighting at loss. And trust me that's more than just dying on the T cross, damn me
I don't think the world understands
I feel like an outcast and that's that
Since age 12 , I've been turning pages
Searching stages , wrecking cages
I'm a lone wolf with a pack, ironic ain't it
But I call dibs when it comes to striking your ribs for making me feel bad cause I'm black
I lack tact. But that's that I'm black
Im back
So many people with wrong ambitions damn, I'm just a man on mission , tryna scission life and misconceptions
I hope you ready man
Slit one wrist into dos , let the blood flow , feel dizzy , one, two let the pain go. But ideas grow of creation Nick can't let go of his nation. Damn
Sorry for the curse words but f** you all
f** you cause being decent is not the plan all the time
There is a thin line between spitting a rhyme and comiting a crime
I don't think the world understands
And if you feel like I ever let you down my n***ar. Know that my life is like a big fat frown my n***ar
I been fooled like a clown, my n***ar. They Plowed my dreams and beliefs like dandelions in the fields my n***ar
Most of em can't stand my grin, and that's the best part cause I feel like slim
This is like a golden pallet
I might go and play russian roulette with a full clip
This is my Solace
Lodden gimme a sip of you're golden compa**
All this pacifism,peace and optimism that most believe in and try to portray is cute and ideal but note that only the ruthless prevail
This world is gonna see my wrath it don't matter the path I take a broker or a rapper I'll slay the hate
I heard terrorists, words I would never use myself cause thats like tryna touch everest
I heard They on the move , they tryna murder proof. They using us like tools.Let them know we ain't fools
I'd fight but where my excalibur at
Don't call me prince Arthur call me king martyr
There's no love coming my way buts thats okay Imma let the whole world know that when you hurt sh** can go in disarray
I don't wanna be that cliche rapper that struggled
But sh** I am that cliché rapper that struggled. (Giggles)
I don't think the world understands, i mean young fan Michelsen sends me text saying bout how he been socially injured
Aw God gimme the energy , to find it in me so I can forgive my enemies
I been talking to my homies like these are my last days
I overthink Everything , as it lingers I'm dangerously hanging on a thin thread
Everyone is depressing around me how do you expect me to keep pressuring these walls around me to create space for this fierceful one man army (x2)