[Intro]
Heart is worn inside
Love can change your mind
When you sing this song
Love will sing along
[Verse]
Wishing I could rewind
Back to a time
When I knew my smile was genuine
But the C.U.K
Is that I'm better off not playing all these old mix tapes
"And I'm better now
Since I rarely hear your name
See your face"
But things still ain't change
1025, on my mind, all the time
Deep inside, "tired of trying"
Always ends the same
"I just want to feel love
Even though I know that it ain't real love."
A pom co*ktail filled up in each hand
Throw it back
That's the way you know to cheer up
sh**'s tough, I never knew trust
Would be the sole thing that would slowly destroy us
And everybody's asking me why things are f**ed up
I think it all started the night that I "lucked up"
As we're laying in the street
Stars shooting above us;
Staring in your eyes thinking
"Things are starting to look up."
But…
I fell for the unpa**ionate kisses
My mind said no, my heart wouldn't listen
Time moved slow, my heart wasn't healing
Fell deeper in depression, but you wasn't really trippin'
Now I judge women by their cover, girl
Cause regardless what their story is
It's made up, all of y'all are fiction
But I can't play the blame game
Although every time you always play the same game
Get me caught up in the picture that is portrayed
The same one you always claim that you don't paint
Pain, filled with hate
Some ice in my veins
Marijuana on my breathe
Sitting in your driveway
Tears in your eyes
But I would look away
Cause I couldn't face the fact that all of it was fake
What's worse than knowing it was a lie?
Convincing yourself it'll be true in a matter of time
But what's next?
When lying doesn't help?
You realize that you were just lying to yourself
"You just want to feel love
Even though you swear to God it isn't real love."
Again, lying to yourself, 'cause deep down
You know it is, 3 a.m.,
Probably why you're still up
So go ahead girl
Grab that clear cup
That "never have I ever…"
Strawberry mixed with something real heavy
Shots 'til everything feels numb
Shots 'til everything feels numb
"We just want to feel love
And the regret in the morning when we wake up
Conversate about the sh** that happened last night
Another cover story that you have to make up
Then 1025 springs up
In the blink of…
A beautiful .5 white owl rolled up
That I be holding so that I don't gotta think of
How good and happy you look every time that we link up
But you just want to feel love
Even if you gotta fake as if it's real love
But deep down I know frustration is what's pinned up
Cause you just want your boyfriend to put the cuffs up
But he just wants to feel love
Even though for you it's "I just try to deal" love
Cause it's clear that you been lost the thrill of…
Ain't even 8 A.M., 8 mimosas filled up
Drink up, drink up
Bartender, need another clip for my gun
Drink up, drink up
Bullets coming fast, but d**h can never touch
I just want to get f**ed up…
And get f**ed up
And get f**ed up
And get f**ed up
And then f** up
Then wake up in the morning like
"Did we just f**?"
Cause you just want to feel love
Even though you know it's probably going to k** us
And then blame me for the problems
I don't really care for solving
Cause you're the one who cause 'em from the damn jump
But I just wanna feel love
Even though I know you just want to get drunk
"Have some", have fun, then play dumb
Here we go again with the games, huh?
But you'll always get the last word
Cause your birthday's still almost every pa**word…
(but you'll always get the last word
Cause your birthday's still almost every pa**word.)
[Outro]
When you sing this song
Love will sing along
Da da 'n da (x3)
Da da da da