[Verse 1]
sh** is getting grim
Billy and Mandy
All these growing pains, not the all white family
Walk awkward, but two steps from awesome
But never gave her the wrong s**
The dress crossed 'em
Don't get it? Then I lost 'em
Saying I's odd (Izod) that'll Lacoste 'em
Rick James b**h, I'm one hell of a drug
I mean I know I'm dope
So show me f**ing love
Mind dope like coke been through it
I need some coping music that put hope into it
My goal is solo put some Hope into it
Soccer reference just my preference
Mind different in a f**ed up place
Shaking up the game like some f**ed up ba**
Understand this is way more than just rapping
But they say I'm saying it wrong like an accent
n***as like to judge me before they even met me
But I know I'm different so duh (soda) like Pepsi
Filling up the cup yet feeling so empty
In a room full of strangers mind gone danger danger
Can't manage the anger
Wanna talk feelings but they want club bangers
This is freakin' church but they want soul singers
Hands together for the sins
Yet we crossing our fingers
Crossed fingers let it go for tonight
But tomorrow pain lingers in spite
A genius so incompetent
Halfway through a dream, and ain't accomplish sh**
sh**
[Verse 2]
They love to hate like its a fad and sh**
I'm like 'yo cut it out' like a masochist
Woops, did I go too far?
But you don't have to cut yourself
To feel these scars
And you don't need no prison
Just to feel these bars
I feel you my brother being trapped is hard
an*lyze the game a young Chris Brousseard
They like 'they call him Newman'? Stop asking
Sorry girl but the dream got my pa**ion
Plus fake sh** really don't last and
If Humpin' on some women
With your money they be dashin'
Irrational; coming for may weather
Like Paquio but for now
I'm falling into a cold winter
Or I'm heating up like a cold dinner
Or Lebron James
I mean I'm impatient, and can't wait (Wade)
Trynna get the buzz can't fade
And they not really sincere enough
f**ing b**h, I gave you my love
And you ain't even let me finish
Like a Kanye shrug
Look at God's people, I hate 'ye
I mean I hate us
So I hate me
[Hook]
Drop life, where do I be?
Visions of my plight, where do I see?
Who are y'all n***as? You are not me
Who am I Who am I, I am not me
This can't be, this can't be (x2)