Woke up, pain in my neck
Like I've been sleeping all wrong
Or sleeping at all
But I probably just care too much
About people who couldn't give a f**
I can't write a happy song to save my life
And I'm 21 years old, feels like I've died twice
Went to sleep everyday
Each one of my f** ups likes to slip between my skin
4 A.M. - they're reminding me that I'm not who I say I am
I'm not what they think I am
I'm just a try-hard, die-hard narcissist
Who wants to love everyone
But f**ing only loves himself
And my dog dies so I'm getting older
Every winter comes just a litter bit colder
I can't write a happy song to save my life
And I'm 21 years old, feels like I've died twice
I can't write a happy song to save my life
And I'm 21 years old, feels like I've died twice