I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk
I am not a victim
But the true colours weren't what you thought
I am not a victim
He will never know
(He will never know)
(Chorus)
Almost entirely asleep
I hope he doesn't come up in my dreams
Cause
He will never know
Even if he does
Almost entirely asleep
I pray he doesn't come up in my dreams
Cause
He will never know
Even if he does
(Verse)
I could pretend not to care
Causе I fu*king hate when you lie
What choicе do I have
What fu*king choice do I have
Delusions
Bitter cold illusions
Burberry shirt smells of smoke
Ash mixed with dirt
Hope it hurts when I go
Smell the hash in his shirt hope it hurts when it won't
(Voice Message)
"We just found out that the party got cancelled
And I'm really like, fu*king sad
Um
We're not gonna be able to do any of the stuff we were gonna do
We're not gonna go to the places we wanted to go
I just ruined everything."
(Chorus)
Almost entirely asleep
I hope he doesn't come up in my dreams
Cause
He will never know
Even if he does
Almost entirely asleep
I pray he doesn't come up in my dreams
Cause
He will never know
Even if he does
Weed burns and cold nights
Rolling cigarettes on my desk
Ashtray was a window ledge
He's not gonna look at me like he looks at her
I'll keep you safe at the back of my head
Hold me like you hold her
Voice Message)
"That was quite good what I just said there."
"What did you just say?"
"I don't know what I just said"
Hold me like you hold her