True Love
I met an earth angel around the same time
I first started to love myself
I had hit rock bottom; my dreams were shattered
I didn't know if I had anything left
She is full of cla**, tall and elegant
the black queen of a perfect dream
but this beautiful woman that made me fall in love
is light years out of my league
I was robbed of sleep many nights
my thoughts captured with images of her
I knew she'd be a blessing if she gave me one chance
all these years I thought I was cursed
She k**ed me softly four times
a smile on her face with every rejection
I long to hold her, I want her to trust me
I want to protect her and give her affection
Although her full lips said no
the gleam in her pretty brown eyes screamed yes
Because I love her now means I'll love her until
my spirit departs with the angel of d**h
She motivates me to conquer the world, so I can lay it at her feet
I pray that the angels guard her;
God keeps her in his perfect will
and supplies her every need
I think back to every woman I played
and every bad relationship I had ever known
God forgive me for my past immaturities
I would rather be with her than be alone
I have been through a lot, I can take a lot
but I can't change what I feel
I'm allergic to fake, life has made me tough
and I am drawn to what is real
Fall back or dive in?
Having a deep soul,
I am used to precarious positions
It is better to be led than to be driven
but to get closer to her is my mission
When I look at her I see all of her
I pray that one day she sees me too
I can't go back to my tastes of old
and no one else will do
Just because she is not mine to care for
does not mean that I care for her any less
and although her full lips said no
the gleam in her pretty brown eyes screamed yes
She is full of cla**, tall and elegant
the black queen of a perfect dream
but this beautiful woman that made me fall in love
is light years out of my league